FAMILY .

Its all about kirk kirk kirk

the blame is always to me me me

should i cry ?

people always say

u cant choose ur family members

so pls treasure

ya know ?

the more i treasure the more i feel the pain

u will never appreciate me

u will never see how much i fucking worth

maybe 1 day

when im gone

thn u will know

who does things for u

who reminds u of doing this n that

who helps u to fetch he n she

ya

when im gone

u will see

u will realize

u dont know how much it hurts

u dont know how much i have cried

or maybe u knew it all long

but u felt nothing much to care

deaf

我已经忘了怎么去听她说话

多久了？

三四年了吧？

所以现在的感觉就是这样--空虚

我也不想的

这是身体的不随意动作

人的脑很聪明

伤了一次

永远就会记得

从此就有了免疫力

谁叫我不但要不正常

还要是不正常的不正常

真的是注定我找不到吗？

那个可以让我不再玩的人

i really do like being alone ,

quite some time , i had buried myself .

ya . u dont see me .

u cant see me .

cant expose myself into danger right ?

i think im kinda unconciously over-protecting myself ?

obviously . u dont know me .

u cant exactly know me .

arghh , tired .

这样还蛮不错的

有没有一点点

就那么一点点？

你应该不会那么笨

你应该不会不知道 =)

我可以当你的医生

每一天都在你身旁

真心医治你的伤口

直到你完全康复了

出不出院都随你爱

it's JUST a crush

我要求不会很多

好朋友就够了=)

=)

看见你开心

我真的笑了

你已经找回你以前的世界

找回你要的快乐

很好

只是很单纯地替你开心

有时候

不经意地想回以前

想起的

都只是好的回忆

其实也是一种怀念

where r u ?

im waiting .